Inmate

Starting tomorrow morning I will be an inmate at this location.

I don't really want to do this.

I want to die less though.

So... do it I will.

I'll be out of it for a few days, so they say.

I'm not exactly sure how to convey in words what is happening on the inside of my heart and head.

But, I do know that it will all be okay.

And I will have a new valve and they tell me I will feel better then I do now.

Except I don't feel bad.

So maybe I'm going to feel like a super hero afterward.

I guess we will see.

On a super exciting note, the trees are starting to bud here in Pt Mac.

When I get out we will be just that much closer to summer.

I can't wait for hiking!