Trudging through

I've been feeling the weight of life lately.

There is so much happening right now.

So much to be worried about. 

I am trying to take the counsel to choose happiness, to be positive, to seek the sunlight, but man, oh man do I feel the weight of life.

Yesterday was particularly hard.

Sometimes, I can't seem to put my finger on the angst.

I just feel it in full force.

Yesterday I understood some of the feelings, but not all of them.

I tried to look for good anyway- it's always there.

As we gathered for family prayer Dallin sat down in the window seat and Corban sat on his lap.

Dall squeezed him hard and they laughed.

I smiled and snapped a picture.

Their happiness is my happiness.

I wonder if that is the same for God.

I also took a picture in the middle of the road from our house.

It is still fall- for just a minute more.

I am so grateful for the lessons that autumn brings.